… but it’s been 3 consecutive days (the first one was a few days apart actually, but it’s been within 1 week) that I have had sexual dreams about people I don’t even think about during my waking moments. (So yes somewhere in my life I was sold to believe that if you think about something during the daytime, you’ll dream about it when you sleep). I have to admit that I find all four of them attractive (yup the most recent dream was a threesome :O *gasp*).
All I’ve been thinking about was the pro bono website I have to finish, my own website/branding, photoshoot, button making, and other miscellaneous things that I have to do. So I just don’t understand why I have dreams like that >.< Maybe it’s some raging hormones I need to release o.O
I ish home and bored and had nothing to do because laptop is being held hosted by le Princess Queen. And by nothing to do I meant laughing… Le youngsters don’t let me cut their hair =.= because they’re too busying watching HoN live commentary. So I did my laundry this time. Mmhmm. Listened to the test run of me playing le song, not so bad. Le Lion should be proud of me. It was good to record myself so I can listen to the problematic parts and practice more. Almost ready to do the real shoot :D.
Anyway the dentist appointment brought not so good news >.<. Having a little decay on the back tooth on upper left jaw. Dentist said, “PLEASE, floss everyday. We help you every 6 months, and you help yourself everyday.” Asked me to floss my teeth in front of her and busted out laughing and proceeded to, “Here’s how to do it, blah blah…” What’s more embarrassing? D:. Good to have found out details about my dental plan, first time used it and didn’t have to pay a penny for it. Next is a physician appointment. All these free insurance money sitting around, gotta use it somehow. Oh apparently I have a mild case of gingivitis and my gum bleeds a tad too much for an average person, the dentist said. Have to get my blood tested and see if I lack some compound (? nodded head but didn’t know what she said >.<) that helps forming blood clot. Le sigh. So at the end of the dentist appointment, I have red clots in between teeth EVERYWHERE! T_T I remember back when I used to go to the dentist regularly it wasn’t this bad. Anyway, gotta prevent that cavity filling to happen because it’ll be painful. And I’ve been eating choccolate every day at work :O
I speak TeoChew too!! Well, I can understand it fluently, but speaking wise only conversational.
Same here! I can manage speaking a little with relatives but other than that, I can’t speak much haha. I can’t even tell them what I study or what I do for a living >.<. Everyday conversation is ok though. We should practice with each other next time!
Tucked in shirt and fixed posture. Unlocked and opened door. Put down the laundry bag, the laptop bag, and the slipper bag. Exchanged eyes with dad. Walked into the kitchen. Dad went to tell mom.
Mom: Let me see. Dad says you look so handsome.
Raised eyebrows, and looked up to give her a face that says, “What?”
Mom: Woah, got a new haircut today. *Turned to brother who is eating dinner* You should get a haircut like him. It looks nice.
Sat down at the table to get some food.
Mom: So what kind of yoga you’ve been doing? Teach me some that helps with back pain. It hurts right here.
[uh… Chan? o.O >.<] Eyes rolled left and right. Shrugged shoulders.
Mom: *squeezing biceps* You got toner, it’s not so flappy anymore. *pointing to brother* You should start exercising like him.
Smiled on the inside to three compliments at once. Hard work pays off.
Mom: Take this off. *pointing to the eyebrow piercing* I never liked it. What’s up with the new style now? You think it’s attractive to leave a small patch of hair on your chin like that? Why don’t you just shave it all?
Went to get the pair of panda slippers.
Dad: What the… *laugh out loud* You should give this to mom, it’ll be perfect for her. You would buy something like that.
Took a quick look at it. [it’s not mine… a friend bought it for me. It was supposed to be a pair of husky slippers!]
Mom: Yea give it to me since you go shopping all the time and I don’t.
Eyes exchanges. [uh can’t… it was a gift…]
Sat down and started eating. Awkward silent as they stared at me eating.
Some Cambodian conversation about the second eats a lot and he looks better with more “meat,” only if the third eats more, he’ll looks better.
[yup never good enough… he’ll always be better…]
Mom: What’s this? *pointing to the camera necklace/pendant* Thằng nào cho mày?
Me: A friend. [what? thằng?]
Mom: Nó mua cho mày làm gì?
Me: Nó rảnh quá không có gì làm, mua đồ lung tung…
Mom: And then gave it to you? Who would do that? So what about that girl? You guys still talking? What is she doing now?
Me: Yea. Went back to school to get a master.
More talks about how I should get a Master or get married…
Dad: Why not? This New Year just take a month off and go back to Cambodia. [paternal] Grandfather would find you a nice Chinese girl.
Mom: You should listen to me. Try getting a Master and your life will be easier. Listen to me and you’ll never be wrong.
[here it goes again. speeding ticket. i didn’t listen. listen to you and i’ll never be wrong? really? what happened when i graduated high school and applied for college? do you even remember what YOU and everyone else said? i wouldn’t make it. it’d be too hard. i should go to a junior college first. “Can you read the newspaper?” aunt asked. SERIOUSLY? listen to you and i’ll never be wrong. maybe you’re right. i should have listened. i should have gone to a junior college and transferred to a better university. who knows? i could have gone to an ivy league. i could be in the east coast right now. listen to you. did you ever listen to me?]